Beethoven Poster Wanted.

I'm trying to find a poster of Ludwig van Beethoven for my wall at home.

Beethoven has long been one of my heros. I was attracted to his piano music as a young piano student and expanded into enjoying his symphonies and other works.  As a disabled person myself, it is very inspiring to see someone overcome such a very huge obstacle as deafness to go on to produce what I consider some of the most beautiful works created.  It is because of this that the 9th Symphony has grown to be my favorite work of his -- not only is the music and the text of the choral movement beautiful to me -- it is something that he composed while completely deaf.

It's because of this, I would love to have a poster with an image of Beethoven, perhaps some notes or sheet music, and some of the text (the original German, not a translation) of the Choral movement of the 9th. Obviously, I want something very specific. I've looked at allposters.com and several other online poster sites and I haven't found quite what I'm looking for. Does such a thing exist?

Since the likelihood is small of exactly what I want existing, is there a source where I can get high quality electronic images of Beethoven that I can freely use? I'd want to take a try at making something with The Gimp or Inkscape or something like that.

Post from my Treo

Just trying out a LJ client, Vagablog, on my new Treo 650. I doubt I'll be posting any long entries with this though. However, look to see a review of the Treo and some Palm applications here soon.

Malcolm Gladwell Book Signing

Tonight, I heard Malcolm Gladwell -- who was in town to give a keynote at SXSW -- speak at a local Barnes and Noble. He is as engaging of a speaker as he is a writer. For those who don't know him, he is the writer of The Tipping Point and the recently released Blink. This was part of his speaking tour to promote Blink.

Blink

I don't feel particularly capable in doing an apt summary of his books or the talk. His ideas are particularly engaging to me, and it was quite significant to me that the first two examples from his book that he shared tonight were the two that hit most closely at home to me. He first shared the story of a woman (I don't have my copy of the book with me and I can't remember her name) who successfully became the First Chair Trombonist for the Munich Philharmonic. In general, maestros during this time period held the belief that men were more capable classical musicians, so the symphony orchestra was typically a man's world. For this particular audition, however, the candidate was performing behind a screen because a relative (a nephew or cousin, I believe) of one of the selection committee was also trying out. Once the information of the gender of the candidate was removed, the most talented and capable person was able to be selected -- in this case, a woman.

I would like to quote a small selection from the end of the book the captures this event for me:

"When the screen created a pure Blink moment, a small miracle happened, the kind of small miracle that is always possible when we take charge of the first two seconds: they saw her for who she truly was." (Blink, page 254).

Next, he shared statistics he gathered regarding the height of CEOs in America. This excerpt contains the information in full. Consider, that only 3.9 percent of adult American men are 6'2" or taller. Looking at the samples of Fortune 500 CEOs, a full 30 percent were of that height or taller. Additionally, it was found that in the general population, an inch of greater height is worth $789 more a year in salary. Given that, my brother (who is 6'4") should be making an average of $17,358 more a year than me (only 4'6"). This second example he shared tonight together with the female musician's story form an apt description of something I struggle with internally. Though I have never (that I am aware of) had any major discrimination based upon my height, it is still a factor in the relationships I pursue in my life.

In his book and presentation, he goes on to mention other examples of how we are able to make decisions in split seconds.

Quotable Quotes

I never mastered the art of note taking in college, so these quotes should only be counted as paraphrases and not exact quotes.

In speaking of the symphony audition:

"we made the maestro a better decision maker by removing information from him."

"the evidence of their eyes started to contradict the evidence of their ears".

Speaking of how to overcome bias:

"we change the problem by changing the context of the decision making. Shifting the focus away from the individual to the environment can fix things overnight".

His book and speaking is "an attempt to take snap judgements seriously and acknowledge their centrality to the way we interact with the world"

His suggestions for when to best use these instantaneous decisions:

  1. When it is in an area we have real profound experience.
  2. When we have made honest effort to interrogate our instantaneous decisions for obvious bias.

Blink!

I plan on spending more time reading his work and trying to integrate these ideas in how I do my work. I hope to have the opportunity to hear Gladwell speak again.

Frustration

There are really only a few successes I count from the last few weeks. In the aggregate, I've been fairly frustrated with various major issues in my life. Coming off of an illness that took a lot out of my physically, having some frustrating experiences in a near-relationship, dealing with some general great personal weaknesses that come back to haunt me, and the pressures of work have all taken their toll. This has left me finding myself not being very productive at work or as happily and anxiously engaged in social pursuits as I would desire. I've found myself doing a lot of day dreaming and wishing, feeling fairly unable to move forward.

The Successes

However, as mentioned, I have had some successes. I recently restarted the practice of Morning Pages, as advocated by Julia Cameron in The Artist's Way and her other books. This time I have been true to her instructions (which I have not been in the past). I write as soon as I get up in the morning. I write longhand for three full pages of whatever comes to mind. I've been fairly diligent about this and today marked day 11 in a row of the practice. Just as with any meditative practice (which I feel like this is a combination of prayer, meditation, therapy, and creation for me), the real benefit comes after a sustained effort for an extended period of time. So, we'll see. Sustained effort has always been a bit of a challenge for me.

My second success has been that I have taken up exercising again. I've had a gym membership for a few months, but as usual I stopped attending. I was able to exercise five days last week. I hit the treadmill, jogging for 25 minutes, 3 days last week. I was able to attend one yoga class -- that's something I wish I had more time for. I also played volleyball on Thursday night with the regular crowd from church. I haven't made it to work out every day (I didn't make it today or last Tuesday -- there's something about Tuesdays this year), but it is slowly improving.

Musings

One thing that has really occurred to me lately, especially through my practice of morning pages and all of the reading I've been doing (I think I've read or re-read at least 10 books in the last month) is that I really enjoy writing. I hope that eventually when I crawl out of this shell that I seem to be stuck in right now I'll be able to express myself in more ways than just in my morning pages. Lately I feel a greater draw towards writing than I do programming; though I view the two as two different aspects of the same thing. Both are using language with a given syntax and semantics to express a given idea. One just happens to be algorithmic and the other not usually.

I wonder how I can snap out of my lack of productivity at work. I hope this isn't just a case of "while the boss is away..." I really don't want to be that type of person.

Well, this disk I'm burning for work is almost done, so I'm off...